three different places in my life
have i noticed i'm not fully satisfied.
lets see who can figure it out where...
place one:
place two:
place three:
would you do it?
why wouldn't you?
why won't you?
i am done with guessing now.
im done. it's not that i am
PURPOSELY choosing not
to be there, but
i have told you.
i use to think
we all could be friends.
Yes i see different sides
no im not like all of you
and I choose that.
stop judging.
i think a lot about you
i think about how well you
TREATED (past tense) me.
i think about how different
you,
we,
are...
but i want to go back to the beginning.
the happiness.
i'm serious though.
You don't know my life.
I know you think you
"have too keep me in line"
but I SWEAR, i'm almost better off
NOT THERE,
then me purposely causing havoc
she doesn't see it
but i KNOW she isn't like them
the others see it...
why can't see
ahh but i can't stand being there
with t, and all those damn j's.
you don't own it
i almost own it more.
i do it for the school...
you do it for yourself and your
DUMB ASS friends.
i know if i do...
you don't think it will change,
but this will be the one thing i
won't be able to change.
I won't have control.
you say you can't do it now...
what makes you think you will
then?
it's not your place.
you don't know me.
thats about all i can say to you now.
your dumb texts aren't helping either.
leaving is so far away
yet it could be so close.
what sucks the most is
that she and she
and she will be gone
before i can.
but so will all those ones...
and i will be ruler.
blah. blah. blah.
get over it.
done.
xoxo. me
